The end is in sight.

Well, the semester has now come to an end. I can't believe it's over already. It's sort of mind boggling to think how fast these last few months have flown by. However, I'm so happy this semester is done!! I have gone through hell and back with how much work I've had to do and I can't wait for the lighter work load next semester. I still have two presentations, two papers, and three exams before Saturday, but the end is in sight. I am living for Saturday 10am, haha. Once I'm there I will not have to worry anymore... I will be free of the hundreds of pages that I've had to read and write and all the exams and massive amounts of information I've had to cram into my little skull. I still can't believe how much I've had to do and complete in the last few months. It really is ridiculous. Completely ridiculous.

My friends have repeatedly said to me, "Where have you been?" "I feel like I haven't seen you in a long time!" Yeah, tell me about it. I've been stuck in my room, constantly doing freaking work. I'm so excited for spring semester when my classes will be less focused on busy work that takes hours to complete. I feel like I've lost my desire to learn this year. I became unexcited about gaining knowledge because I was so worried about getting the assignments in on time. I really hated that too. I hate having the feeling that I'm just pushing papers which have no meaning or significance to me anymore. Why does education have to be like that? Why does it force students to hate learning?

I don't know. I just hope my upcoming semester will revive my desire to be educated. Here's to wishful thinking!